Thursday, December 14, 2006
today was a shitty day. pure pangsai ): it's like consecutive horrible things happen and me being extremely sensitive and moodswingy would get (insert negative emotion) and then ignore it. but silently it still affects me. and really, i hate being an emotic freak of nature. but hello? can everyone stop treating me like dirt and making use of me? gawd! and the momma's pmsing like hell and she keeps scolding me for every teenyweeny thing i do. and it's not like i'm in any state to tolerate all this. fuck it

so it was going to true yoga for NOTHING cause the dodo head didn't tell my mom that my class was postponed when she called to clarify the mistake in her classes. so i got nagged at by the mother just because i didn't have the mood to go for other classes. and before that she made me so happy when she said that if i could get tigerairway tickets to bangkok we would go there on the 26th. and i managed to get tickets but it's 400bucks two ways. and she refuses to pay that amount to let me go there and shop and she doesn't like the idea of sitting a budget airline. and there are ten thousand other reasons behind that. so we might be going on a cruise. and when i told her "i don't mind going for the cruise but i would prefer going to thailand" i got scolded. like wtf? gawd mothers are such weird creatures :/ but yeah, i'm really disappointed that we're not going to bangkok anymore. i mean it does make sense i guess, what paying 400bucks to go there for the cheap deals. might as well use that money to shop in singapore. though you wouldn't get as much stuff but, sigh ):

so it was home followed by going to parkway with the brother for a yoshinoya dinner before meeting fern and ting yi for a kbox session. gawd it was so expensive! 89bucks? kor i'd pay you back next month, i promise! daddy came to pick us up, sent kor back to camp and i reached home at 11 30. so that was the good part of today i guess.

oh and i've decided that the NUM bag should be my christmas present? cause i simply do not have the money to buy it this month nor next month. but i want it! and the NUM friend's discount isn't that great? better than nothing i guess. all i have to do now is convince the pmsing mother for the moolahs.

gosh, i'm going to try study now. so that today would be more fulfilling. cause seriously, today was just bullshit.

bye.